Tuesday, October 07, 2014

Somewhere In Between


I'm somewhere in between of a whole lot of feelings. Between an extreme excitement for fall and quite a pang of missing summer. Between wanting to do great things and wanting to sit at home, just eating pizza, and watching chick flicks. Between cleaning out my inbox (297 emails) and not. Between being confused and just dealing with life as it comes.

I keep finding myself listening to songs that remind me of my favorite moments. I haven't quite let go of the past, but I don't really want to. People say you can't move on if you don't let go, but the past isn't holding me back all that much. I just miss somethings. And I know missing something means I was privileged to have it in my life, but why did it have to go? It's been said that something can come into your life, teach you what they were there to teach you, and then leave, but what if I want to know more?

I am full of in-betweens and questions and feelings and my heart is constantly feeling out song lyrics.

Yeah.

I took pictures at homecoming for yearbook and it was quite fun - Gatsby theme - dressing up, taking pictures and dancing our young little hearts out.

I also got my driver's permit yesterday! It doesn't feel real, because I've waited my whole life to be able to legally drive on the roads. Heck, I've waited my whole life just to be this old. I've always looked up to teenagers and it's still surreal to me that I'm a sophomore in high school.

//Sarah

PS// The Call by Regina Spektor is currently my favorite song as of half an hour ago. The lyrics are prime and it's been on repeat since I looked it up. Really it's a song for the soul.

PPS// Feel free to tell me about your favorite songs. And why they're your favorite. I'm desperate for some new jams.

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